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The sun is shining, the birds are chirping and I got a decent night's sleep last night. Life is good. I think my chipper mood is at least due in part to a lovely evening last night. I so adore having an excuse to spend time with the lively, witty, charming folks who make up my social group. I also received hugs aplenty, which always makes me happy. I must remember to wear my velvet tops more often, it encourages petting as well *G*

Of course how can an evening go wrong when it starts with the delightful cyranocyrano? That is, of course, rhetorical. And then of course there was the long anticipated kirbyk sighting, it really had been far too long since we'd had an excuse to see one another. Oh and the Chrises were in attendance as well and their usual warm and charming selves. The presentation itself of the new Everguard system was impressive. I'm afraid a good portion of it went over my head, but I think I gleaned the important stuff and will send a link to our IT guys to see if they'd be interested, or know of anyone who will. I have a very good feeling about this endeavor, I really do.

It was also nice to make a few plans for Saturday with the enchanting tersa as well, though fatigue drove her away far too early last night. I get to spend some quality time with her tomorrow, though, and that makes me very happy. And getting to spend some time with h0h0 tonight is sort of icing on the cake.

It's always surprising to me how a week can start off poorly and then end up so beautifully. Life is funny, and strange, and sublime sometimes.

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State of Englightenment: Moderate

Date: 2002-05-14 02:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aelfsciene.livejournal.com
I'm blushing but look rather pleased, too. Thank you.

I'm afraid I did go through a period of lashing out at everyone when I was angry, though I'm definitely out of it now, thank god. I think what's most frustrating is that I seem to be unforgivable to some people now, that anytime I get even a tiny bit upset over anything, I'm going back to that total-constant-anger phase, and it's just not true. Just not worth trying to redeem myself anymore, I guess, but I'll tell myself it's their loss. ^_^

It's probably a good thing, overall, that I've never been good at holding things inside for too long; I'm a firm believer that it only makes things worse in the long run. Short sharp shock for me, please, not the long slow burn.

Anyway. I do really appreciate being able to rant a little, air some of what's been bugging me, and get some reinforcement that I'm doing good work on the emotional front. Thank you all, a lot

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