(no subject)

[ebonlock]

I am trying to find any enthusiasm about going to dance class tonight and coming up completely short. Yes T- should be there and it's always nice to see her but honestly I'd rather work on the garden, get the entertainment center set up properly, finish cleaning my bathroom, make a pet store and grocery run, and do my dishes from last night.

And if that isn't a pathetic summary of my current life I don't know what is.

I know I paid for the class and it's exercise which I truly need, but it's just not...fun. And really it tends to make me more depressed about not studying with Alyne any more. Maybe it's just a sign that I really am just done with dancing. Hardly the end of the world but it does make me a little sad. Or maybe it just means I need to take classes with people who will peer pressure me into going with them...

Comments

[mister-sunshine.livejournal.com]

I was going to ask if you were interested in a beginning Tango class, but it got moved out of my temporal reach. Bah!

[ebonlock.livejournal.com]

Hmm, now Tango might be interesting. Maybe I just need to try something totally different. I mean I no longer feel like a beginner in belly dance and so maybe I'm just resenting the plodding nature of the beginner class. But if I took something I was an actual beginner in...

Of course the whole notion of weeknight classes of any sort are an all around bad idea for me. Too many meetings and last minute projects that have to be looked at.