Jul. 26th, 2002

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Well nobody came close on yesterday's quote ("Scent of a Woman") but today's is for the classic fans out there.

Snail update: I won't say the war is over, but it seems that the heavy casualties the little slimy bastards have taken has broken their spirit. They cowered in the vinca and didn't dare to stick out so much as an eye stalk out. I patrolled the perimeter while watering the plants this morning and saw only corpses, or at least their shells, littering the battlefield. I allowed myself a triumphant laugh before marching back into the house.

Frappuccinos are the drinks of the gods.

I'm starting to get that caffeine monkey on my back again, so it may be time to rid myself of all caffeinated beverages. I'll keep some regular Coke on hand for guests, but the habit of purchasing something for work has got to end. I've rid myself of the addiction before, I can do it again. Cold turkey is the only way, today's shot, but I can start tomorrow.

I also climbed on the scale yesterday and was pleasantly surprised for the first time in a long time. I think the two belly dance classes a week, stress of the move, and general show of willpower recently has been effective. I lost about 4 of the 5 pounds I absolutely had to, and now if I can take off 5 more I'll be happy. I mean really happy, for the first time in a long time. I want to be able to look in the mirror and be pleased again. I used to, back about 5 years ago, but not really since then.

Oh I lost some weight last year when things were at their worst, hey, depression'll do that to you, but I wasn't in a place mentally or emotionally where I could enjoy it. Now, taking my time, changing my lifestyle in positive ways, and seeing some positive results is fantastic. I'm starting to like myself again, for the first time in a long time. Who knows, a few months from now I may even look in the mirror and like what I see. Not that I'm going to start thinking I'm the Goddess' gift to mankind or anything, but not feeling disgusted with myself is a really good first step.

Not that I mean to say life is perfect, but I'll take my pleasure where I can and try to focus more on the good things than the bad ones these days. Particularly the bad ones I can't control. It just makes more sense to me.

Crunches: 85
Body image: slowly improving
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I'm going to try to make Menara reservations this evening, if I haven't heard from you (please give me a call after 4) by about 7 tonight you're not going to be at our table.

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