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Sep. 26th, 2007 08:51 amSo it looks like our Halloween LoM party has run into a brick wall face first and now lies bleeding and dazed on the ground. Too many of our planners can't possibly attend which makes the whole thing a good deal less fun so there seems little point in moving forward with it. Aelf suggested an alternative "viewing party" at a date TBD but we'll see if we can pull it off.
This leaves me utterly without plans for Halloween which, normally, wouldn't bother me in the slightest. I suppose the fact that I used to have plans and now don't is what's bugging me the most...or perhaps it's the mild isolation I'm starting to feel with my current life. I get up, go to work, come home, eat, do some minor chores and go to bed. That's it. That's my life.
I read LJ and see all the things other people are doing and I begin to wonder what the hell is wrong with me. I mean my 59 year old mother has a more interesting life now than I do. I don't go anywhere, I don't do anything, and my most scintillating out of work conversations these days take place with my cats. Yes, I have become the old maid cliche...or I will have done when I acquire my first doily.
And of course I keep drawing the Hermit in all my Tarot readings so it would appear this state of affairs isn't letting up any time soon. Fan-fucking-tastic.
*sigh* Sorry, I'll stop whining now and go find something political to piss me off. I'd rather be pissed than depressed.
This leaves me utterly without plans for Halloween which, normally, wouldn't bother me in the slightest. I suppose the fact that I used to have plans and now don't is what's bugging me the most...or perhaps it's the mild isolation I'm starting to feel with my current life. I get up, go to work, come home, eat, do some minor chores and go to bed. That's it. That's my life.
I read LJ and see all the things other people are doing and I begin to wonder what the hell is wrong with me. I mean my 59 year old mother has a more interesting life now than I do. I don't go anywhere, I don't do anything, and my most scintillating out of work conversations these days take place with my cats. Yes, I have become the old maid cliche...or I will have done when I acquire my first doily.
And of course I keep drawing the Hermit in all my Tarot readings so it would appear this state of affairs isn't letting up any time soon. Fan-fucking-tastic.
*sigh* Sorry, I'll stop whining now and go find something political to piss me off. I'd rather be pissed than depressed.