ebonlock: (hobbit kid)
ebonlock ([personal profile] ebonlock) wrote2004-12-07 08:25 am

Tuesday, Wednesday, break my heart

Samantha Bee on the Daily Show last night:

"...all other days bow down to the 25th, Christmas, it's the only religious holiday which is also a federal holiday, that way Christians can go to their services and everyone else can stay home and reflect on the true meaning of the seperation of church and state."

Priceless.

Ugh, it's gray and cloudy but at least no longer viciously cold, a small but definite blessing I suppose. Want to sleep, curled up fetal under a pile of blankets and my two kitties, and that's about it. I am in giant slack mode and class is just totally out of the question tonight. I'll try to put some more work in on the pearl bra concept for our next troupe costume. If I can finish covering one cup I'll feel like I'm well on the way to a prototype that can be shown to the rest of the gals.

Yeah I know we won't need them until next fall, but the idea of having them done and then only having to focus on learning new choreographies seems so...relaxing. And if these babies work they are going to kick such ass.



I came to the conclusion last night that 2005 needs to be the year I start saving some serious money. I should be free to do this as a) I'll undoubtedly have a lower car payment to deal with and b) my student loans will be paid off. That should give me a significant chunk of change each month to squirrel away.

I've discovered recently that deep down I really, really want to buy a place, move my junk into it, and stay there for a good long time. I don't want to be a renter my entire life, feeling like I can never really settle in. I'd also like some degree of security so that I can stop feeling quite so panicky about retirement.

See I'm at that point in life where I realize that holding out hope that I'll end up in a long term relationship where I can pool resources is a rather foolish idea. It's time to get realistic about my future and plan to spend it on my own with only a single income to live on. I'm pretty sure I can do this if I budget carefully and stick to my real goals. I don't need every single toy that catches my eye, nor do I need to go on any big vacations or trips. My current apartment is good enough for the time being, and relatively affordable so I should try to stay put as long as possible. I won't get exactly the car I want, but I'll get one that I can afford (I love my Bug, but did I really need it? No.). No more big costume or veil purchases, no matter how much I might want them. And gifts for others will be cut back just a tad.

Then maybe in a year or two I can start looking at some cheaper condos in the area if all goes well. Wish me luck!

[identity profile] ebonlock.livejournal.com 2004-12-08 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Sending you Find a Happy Home vibes. You deserve it, hon. :-)

Thank you muchly, m'dear. I am smug, got all your Yule stuff boxed up and ready to go last night, with any luck I'll get it shipped this weekend. Fear me.

[identity profile] windrose.livejournal.com 2004-12-08 02:22 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't even started my shopping. All hail [livejournal.com profile] ebonlock the Great and Terrible.